Sunday, September 18, 2011

Don't Wanna Fall In Love

No wait, let's take it slow
been through this before,
can't go through the changes,
complications, no not anymore
Say what you mean, mean what you say,
don't play games with my heart

I don't wanna fall in love,
No, I just can't fall in love,
No, I don't wanna fall in love
No way, no how

It has nothing to do with you,
I find you to be amazing, a gentlemen,
a dream to my heart, but I can't
start all over again, in my painful
healing, I'm confused from the start

I don't wanna fall in love
No, I just can't fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love
No way, no how

Please forgive me if I turn away,
I need to get right with myself,
no there's no one else I prefer
to be with, but the time is not right
it's not easy fighting my desire for you,
but I must remain in control, when love
can make its own fire

I don't wanna fall in love
No, I just can't fall in love
No, I don't wanna fall in love
No way, no how

April Breeze

April breeze flowing across my face,
soothing, cooling, removing all my worries
blowing them in the air,
Oh how I adore you, soflty
April breeze like the beginning of an
August breeze, as the seasons go by
Oh why why must you leave

Time goes by, and winter breeze steals my
warmth, I need to be next to you
holding you in my arms so warm,
you belong here, you belong near
caressing me like a soft April breeze

I breath again in the notion of your touch,
there's not enough love, laughter,
or passion, I need you so much
April breeze, as the season go by,
Oh why, why must you leave,
Please stay in my arms where you belong

Saturday, September 17, 2011

And I Want You

Like the four winds blowing effortlessly,
unseen in dreams, dreams of our
destiny to be as one
You unsure, unreal fading like time
a new day, a new day;
and still I want you

Like a ghost walking among the living
my heart is not reality, it is gone
dead to all that is being,
yet I am still reaching to be found
by you, in darkness I reach carelessly
and still I want you

Years have gone by,
each atom old, each molecule fading,
so goes my soul, unloved by you
You'll never know
Blinded by the everyday,
everyday sorrows, borrows, tomorrows
Gone, and I want you
Troubles old new troubles,
monopolizing my heart, can't
do this without you, can't get outta trouble,
and still I want you

Trust Somebody

I need to trust somebody,
when it's all said and done,
I need to trust somebody,
when it seems there's no one,
when life throws a bomb,
and the seas roar, the earth shakes
to the core, I call upon you Oh Lord
I trust in you, Yes I do, I put my
heart in your hands, leave it there
where I stand, in Love, in Love

I must trust in you Oh Lord,
when my eyes can't see, and the world
is against me, when my voice is ignored
I leave it to you, and walk through
the doors of righteousness, I take a stand
against inhumanity, guide me Oh Lord
for I trust in you, I trust in you

I need to trust somebody,
when it seems there's no one,
when life throws a bomb,
and the seas roar, the earth shakes
to the core, I call upon you Oh Lord
I trust in you, Yes I do, I put my
heart in your hands, leave it there
where I stand, in Love, in Love

Lump In My Throat

I get a lump in my throat,
when I think of U,
all the sadness, all the pain,
who's to blame, everyday there's rain
Oh how insane, so insane
Running into the same corner of silence
Emptiness everywhere without
you there, can you hear me calling

I get a lump in my throat,
when I think of U,
when I scream your name
to the sky, oh why are you this way
who's to blame, everyday there's rain
those memories reminding me of our
lost love, what was I thinking of;
so much time wasted on miscellaneous
emotions of devotion

I get a lump in my throat,
when I think of U,
when I scream your name
to the sky, Oh why are you this way
who's to blame

I get a lump in my throat,
makes me choke on the foolishness,
all the silly dreams, so much time
wasted on miscellaneous emotions
of devotion